Eulogy Lyrics

Sitting on a porch swing watching some clouds

I know this is the one thing that would make you proud

I know I pulled the short string but as soon as I'm out

I'll stop out for a visit you could show me around

Cuz even on those days when I feel lost and it's hopeless

It's all because of you I always stop to smell the roses

I often get caught in all the pointless commotion

So I just need to take a breath so I can regain my focus

I don't know if they told you but those posies were poisoned

It makes you find a new way to look at our choices

It makes you look at new days like all of them glorious

It makes you look at new things like who would avoid this

It makes you feel brave and you can be so victorious

And you can do things better than people before you

I used to feel pain now all I feel is euphoria

This is the way you get to hear the story of my pain

Pain loss struggle 'cause faith hope love loss laugh cry live die once twice a million times

New old dirty broke scream yell soft spoke laugh cry live die

We all got to do it till you living it right one time

Bad things happen what am I to do

My only obligation was never to lie to you

It's a circle of life that I've been lying through

I wished a few times I could confide in you

You wouldn't be the voice inside my head I wouldn't fight with you

Maybe you would listen but I know that's not what I would do

Everything would be different and I don't care as long as you

Knew your path was drifting and someone finally got through to you

And that's when I realized that you got through to me

This music ain't just music it's your eulogy

Detailing all of those lessons that went from you to me

Showing me all of the answers that only you could see

Introducing all those times that were new to me

So you can prove that I could take it and stop worrying

So I can give myself a break and stop hurrying

Cuz I thought that it's been fait that's been determining all of my pain

Pain loss struggle 'cause faith hope love loss laugh cry live die once twice a million times

New old dirty broke scream yell soft spoke laugh cry live die

We all got to do it till you living it right one time

And I am

And I am

And I am

And I am

And I'm trying my best