Paddleball Lyrics

Can't dig a hole to China you hit water two feet down

I just wanna rot I don't wanna leave my house

I keep tryin but I just don't know how

I keep dyin inside it won't work out

Sorry to those I hurt to heal myself

Took me a while to get back in the saddle

And I'm sorry it turned out I can't help

That's just life when you're a ball on the paddle

Might fall asleep before I find out what this drama mean

Might make mistakes before I realize what my mama mean

Fear the unknown and you'll be afraid of everything

You don't have to know to be prepared for anything

One day I'll grow up, understand what I'm dealin with

But not if I have a say about it

They told me life was bitch and she hates me

But I never met a bitch I couldn't take

Might learn my lesson and maybe mellow out

Might take some metal and put it in my brain

If you're worried about me, then get out

If you cared then you'd get out my face

Dig a hole to China you hit water two feet down

I just wanna rot I don't wanna leave my house

I keep tryin but I just don't know how

I keep dyin inside it won't work out

Sorry to those I hurt to heal myself

Took me a while to get back in the saddle

And I'm sorry if it turned out I can't help

That's just life when you're a ball on the paddle