Billabong ft. Juliana Carney Lyrics

I stare straight ahead

When I pass your friends

And I feel their gaze on the back of my hair

And I like to pretend it's yours

But I know better

And my friends talk shit on your name

But I don't wanna speak it

It's white noise to hear it

Is that the sound of conviction

Or the silence of a witness-less victim

But I wish I knew

Where have you been

It's hard to remember your face like I did

You're exactly like I pictured you were

Except I don't get to know that

Cause you're just for her

You're just for her

I think I get too in my head

I miss you staring at the ground

Cause now you're watching her instead

And it's the blitz on my city now

How how

How are you doing this to me

Now now

To think I wanted your company

How how how how

Oh how

My skin goes white when you're next to me

Like it's begging for your corruption

I think I spite you each time our paths meet

Guess thats the closest we'll ever be