dead diary Lyrics

Here lies my dead diary

Just an old book that carries my secrets

My demons, my thoughts and my wishes

The pages are full though my heart is empty

I'm staring at the moonlight and my heart is heavy

I'm sad but I cant even state the reason

I'm angry and it's getting kinda hard to breathe yeah

This sadness always comes in seasons

I'm weary and the world is too demanding

And I feel its not understanding

That I don't fit in

So I'll say I'm fine and keep in this diary

My pen done broke with all this writing

My hands blue with ink and i can't stop hiding

Fighting for my for my life? no I'm fighting my mind

Don't wanna lose my light

So I'll bury emotions and frights along with my diary

I'm sad but I cannot the state reason

I'm angry and it's getting hard to breathe yeah

This sadness comes in seasons

I'm wearied and the world is too demanding

And it's just not understanding

And I don't i fit in

So I'll say I'm fine keep it in this diary