For You Lyrics

All these bad thoughts just mixed together

I'm surprised we are still together

Maybe we are meant for each other

Like we were meant to meet each other

But I feel like I don't belong

Not meant to be alive all along

No motivation to get up and work

Feeling like I wanna leave this Earth

I don't find happiness in much no more

Just like the world is a big black hole

Sucked into nothing, nothing to see

Too sad to explain, I don't wanna speak

How do I help you understand?

I only am here for you right now

I'm only trying for you right now

I'm only alive for you right now

Some would call that toxic of me

But we both know it's true

Not sure if I could live without you

Without you being here to reassure me

No one else in my life did that

Just "You're a man, stop saying that"

They didn't know how it felt to be sad

Like you could never find happiness again, yeah

I thought getting a dog would do it

Or what about the brand new car

Money don't make you happy, I promise

It ain't even worth having, I promise

Still feel like I wanna kill myself, yeah

I think about it every single day, yeah

Don't know how to stop the thoughts

But somehow I'm still here for you, yeah

Always have put others before me

And I don't see it changing soon

Your feelings are more important than mine

And I know for a fact it's true

Why do I still feel alone?

When I see you every single day

Does this pain really ever go away?

Or is it here for the rest of my days?

Constant migraines and stomach aches

I don't know what to do

Like God is trying to tell me something

Whether it's my time or not, yeah

Overtired, not tired, I really don't know

It all feels the same right now

Overeating, not eating, I really don't know

It all feels the same right now