Life now Lyrics

How can you love someone and learn to let them go

How do we fall apart on things we'll never know

Isn't it funny you can change your ways just for someone to fill in your empty space

Tell me is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay

She thinks I'm famous, I just hate my phone I'm somehow here and I've changed, I know

Lost faith in the world, I remain alone I got fans now, I hardly text them back

I just cry in her room, I'm a mess, in fact My advice to the youth, don't step in trap

Once you walk on in, you ain't walk on out You'll see loved ones die off a quarter ounce

See pros go missing, no one talks about I've seen mums cry when their sons died

I've watched good kids become fucked guys No role models, they all puffed ice

If only she cared and if only I knew

17 with a killer in room and a bottle of pills I was quick to abuse

Haters talk facts but be missing the truth

And I've done shit that I won't change And I feel shit that I won't say

And I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say

Like what I'd done when I was Oakbrae Counting new money on an old train

I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say

Them nights with dad I was starving

Seen him play with cold like Martin

Watched him pinning red like targets

Told me five on a point if they asking

Born into sin and it wasn't my option

Why you gotta talk if you only talk nonsense

You don't know shit about a life like this

Flaking MSN in the white to flip Been a life of loss, I learn to ride with it

Been a life of loss, I learnt to ride with it

And I've done shit that I won't change And I feel shit that I won't say

And I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say

Like what I'd done when I was Oakbrae Counting new money on an old train

I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say

And I feel shit that I won't say

I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say

See people come and then people go

And at the end of the day you'll be left alone

I remember them nights we were session cones

Then came the meth, now they left us ghosts

It's a one way ticket off to hell I'll go

They turned a witness, I ran the boat

I got nothing left so I'm penning flows

Talk, talk, talk till you get pressed and smoked

And I've done shit that I won't change And I feel shit that I won't say

And I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say

Like what I'd done when I was Oakbrae Counting new money on an old train

I've done shit that I won't change And I've seen shit that I won't say RETZ

Is it worth it if you can change your ways Just for someone to fill in your empty space

Tell me is it really love If you have to ask if they'll stay