Lavanda Lyrics

I am (I am)

I'm paralyzed

My thoughts collide

Pushing me back

I seek to feel no more

To end my suffering

I am divided

I seek to feel alive

To breathe, to smile

(Divided)

Life begun to perish as I lost control

Over myself

Fading away

With the colour

Of each passing day

I must get out

Out of this state

In which the constants of life keep me breathing

While the drive of death

Is growing by day

I must be found

To become

The one I was

And leave behind this carcass

That's taken over me

That's taken over me

Now I'm drowning between

Opposing forces

Bleagh

Here, where there's nothing to behold

(To behold)

To stand, or to fight for

How can I find myself

Reasons to make it through?

(Reasons to make it through)

If I know, embracing

Suffering wouldn't

Bring this to a end

I must get out

I must get out of this state

I must get out

But I don't even know

Where to begin

I am drowning

Between two lines