One Day Lyrics

One day you'll love me, might think of me

As I fade off in the distance

No, this isn't, how I end my existence

No resistance, the pain is persistent

Now I slowly think as my mind deteriorates full of hate

And I don't know what to say to your face, and it makes me fake, yeah

Stay in your life, I tried everything

The love, the gifts, the ring to make you my wife, right?, huh

That you didn't like

Now my heart's fully frozen

Got the knife to my throat and there ain't no emotions

As this, chapter in my life is coming to a close end

Contemplating suicide, now here I go again

Gun to my head as my hand is approaching

Praying to be dead, yes again, please unload it

Nobody understands and I can't make it spoken

Yes I can, no I can't, this war leaves me hopeless

Motion the notion to make no commotion

No friend to help me, when I am broken

When there's no one there, how can I be open?

Writing the pain is the only way I know for the coping

My heart's in a vault, the pain is the key

My thoughts are at halt, nowhere to be free

Hours I ponder internally

Sometimes I wonder, do you feel like me?

Even in death, I cannot be free

God, where are you when I am in need?

Chained to this earth, I cannot be free

God, where are you? I beg and I bleed

Even in death, I cannot be free

God, where are you when I am in need?

Chained to this earth, I cannot be free

God, where are you? I beg and I plead

Death all around me, finally found me

Away from the pain? merely a fallacy

Call me insane, you're better without me

Nothing to gain, mama be proud of me

Finding my own way to escape this reality

I'd rather be dead, life is too challenging

That's enough said, you'll never get it out of me

Lately, I'm just feeling burdened and buried

The weight on my shoulders, too much to carry

Thoughts of death, getting too scary

Alcohol in my brain, dopamine in my vein

It's supposed to numb the pain, but I still feel the pain

Please tell me that I'm loved and I'm not insane

And this is my SOS cry out for help

Away from you less and less, I'm trying to shout

No one checks in, my prison's my mind

Wrestling the pain all inside

Please look at my heart and tell me I'm fine

My heart's in a vault, the pain is the key

My thoughts are at halt, nowhere to be free

Hours I ponder internally

Sometimes I wonder, why you feel like... me

Even in death, I cannot be free

God, where are you when I am in need?

Chained to this earth, I cannot be free

God, where are you? I beg and I bleed

Even in death, I cannot be free

God, where are you when I am in need?

Chained to this earth, I cannot be free

God, where are you? I beg and I plead