please forgive me Lyrics

Dead

I wish I was dead

It's been more than 15 years

I've been stuck inside of my head

I wish I was dead

(I wish I was dead)

Smiling through the pain

'Cuz I don't wanna bring you down

I better keep it all in-side

It's invisible

I wanna save you from myself

'Cuz it feels like I'm drowning

I wish I could stay in touch

Yeah I wish I was perfect

I wanna be more than enough

I wanna feel your trust

But I can't help feel worthless

It's a war-zone in my mind

(Please forgive me)

Yeah I hope I'll be alright

(It's a war-zone in my mind)

I'm talking to myself again

Yeah I'm going crazy

Did you notice lately?

Yeah it's hard for me to be a friend

So if I'm being distant

Please forgive me

I used to spend so much time with the fam'

Now I spend more time in the the booth tryna' fill this void when I'm chasing bands

'Cuz these days I've been fighting demons

But I still come through with the gang

I don't know how I got this far but I made it here so I can't look back

It's a war-zone in my mind

(Please forgive me)

Yeah I hope I'll be alright

It's a war-zone in my mind

(Yeah I hope I'll be alright)