User (A Mac Miller Tribute) Lyrics

It's like it was bound to happen

And this shit was always written

I was fucked up in my head

Had them drugs up in my system

I was way too high

Playing games with my existence

Just the thought that I might die

It kinda pushed me to this livin',

See it's sad cause I knew better

And my mom had always told me that if you fuck around with drugs

They just get more and more controlling

But with persistence in my heart, I had to disobey

And now I'm sittin' in a corner

Cause I'm rollin', rollin', rollin' right now,

And I can't off it, even if I fuckin' wanted,

So I just curse myself to sleep and take another in the morning

The addiction's so damn real,

I do drugs when I'm recordin',

I do drugs when I wake up

And I do drugs when life is boring,

And I do drugs when comin' down right off those drugs I took beforehand

And the thing that's killin' me is I don't think that I enjoy em'

I just do it for escape, so pour me up another potion

I'ma overdose my portion and die again

I have before, I swear I have,

Know my purpose on this world is more than Livin', poisoned

I mean, I'm not dumb

Yeah

You can't fight the feeling, feeling,

You can't fight the feeling, it won't stop

You can't fight the feeling, feeling,

You can't fight the feeling, it won't stop

And when I try to fight this feeling,

It's like my spirit doesn't want me to and my body's in agreement

Do I really even want me to?

So sure I'm sore from all the pleasure

Dopamine in my receptors, givin' up, I'm fallin' back

Hopin' this shit don't last forever, so sure I want this time to quit

Abusin' pills like Ritalin,

Drinkin' and smokin' every night

I think I'm harmin' what's within

So sure my body needs a break

I've strained my lungs, my mind, my spirit, and my soul that shit is keepin' me awake

I fight a feeling that's within, I think I'm fightin' with my sins

I think I'm fightin' with my mom, I know I'm fightin' with myself

I know I'm really scared of death, and my potential is insane

I know I have a workin' brain

I'm smart enough to stop the pain

I hate myself, I love my name

I hate to sing

But love to play myself right back

When I make tracks

Its like I'm lost inside my brain,

And I thought drugs would help me think

They only help me get away

Just hope I make it out alive

I'm sure I'll make it out just fine, right?

You can't fight the feeling, feeling

You can't fight the feeling, uh,

I told you it won't stop,

Cause you can't fight the feeling, feeling,

You can't fight the feeling, no

And I do just fine when I'm by myself

I control the way I act

But when I hang out with my friends

I swear I get to act them right, they smoke an L, I want it too, pop a pill, man, I want two

You trippin hard?

I want to melt

Man, control your fuckin' self

I'm lookin' dead up in a mirror, eyes baggy

Super glassy, everybody in the room begins

to look a lot more trashy

Man, there's pills all over the table, and some weed inside that paper

Swear I've seen this shit before, think I'm dreamin', homie, wake up,

Taking substances to feel better, I don't feel better than this substance, that's the problem with myself

I'm gonna fix it and quit runnin' before I really fuck this up, don't wanna die of abusin' drugs

The hospital would call my mom and say we're sorry, ma'am

But I'm, your handsome, smart, and lovin' son, passed away from overdose, takin' pills to comatose

I swear this shit is not a joke, I wanna change, I'm gonna change, I swear today is my last day, I wanna change, I'm gonna change, I swear today is my last day

Yeah, You can't fight the feeling, feeling, you can't fight the feeling, it won't stop you can't fight the feeling, feeling, you can't fight the feeling, no