Gideon ft. Humeberto.eme Lyrics

Fold me in, contrition for my saccharine/

I've been on the loose again, I've been back to average/

I've been pure as honey, no intentions lead to avarice/

Stole pennies from the well, though I never had a wish/

Back to the cattle prod, Saddle Ranch and Battlefront/

Legalize it stickers still adorned every coffee cup/

The room was overheated we were spinning off our rockers/

The second that a stiff board turned to a maraca/

The minute after topping off the soda mixed with vodka/

The hour reeks dour every time that I plead sour/

Freshly packed ash, I lay down and spread/

Stained with blood, the streets are filled with the sacred dead/

Pray in layman's lex, next move enemy/

Punching every clock, to try to make one a friend to me/

If I'm lying, you can sentence me/

A still life painting, or the end of me?/

I'm here to hang so fucking low/

that I might as well just be the ground…/

I'm in a real bad way mom/

I'm in a real bad way doc/

There's a fading to the twinkle in my eye goddamnit/

There's a song up on the radio, but me I can't stand it/

I'm in a real bad way mom/

I'm in a real bad way doc/

Colder than November, where the fuck I'm at/

Colder than December in the place to be/

Colder than November, where the fuck you at/

Colder than December in the place to be/

I kinda wanna hang from the highest of these trestles/

Part of me wants to reach and part of me wants to settle/

Speaking in tongues while staring at a tea kettle/

Hot water be gentle, hot water be gentle/

I've been faking my smiles for 17 years/

Clicking my thumbs, and sipping my beers/

Filling my head with make believe fears/

Who really cares? Who really cares?/

And I want to pull souls out of bodies for a living right?/

Call the cops or you can call me an agent of Christ/

Don't wander off where the eyes can't find light/

Never been a feast, like the feast of the worms tonight/

Reach for lucid, settle for trife/

Bend to no knees, accept no spite/

Hang low and accept those nights/

Where you learn to find your place as a low light/

I'm here to aim so fucking low/

That my arrow is a foot in mouth/

I'm in a real bad way mom/

I'm in a real bad way doc/