CONVERSATIONS Lyrics

Conversations with myself

You'd think I'm going crazy

Steady calling you for help

So can you answer maybe?

How come you never told me life is hard?

I have fake to it

How come you never told me ones I loved would learn to hate me?

Or ones I look up to in life are gon' have to leave me?

So many things I haven't seen I don't know what I'm seeking

If heaven's real, you have a moment?

Can you come and see me?

I got some questions, got some trauma

That could use some healing

I guess everyone does

I guess everybody gotta lay themselves in that dust

I guess everybody gotta make the best of they ones

Because when it's over it's done

There's nothing left

Okay?

That's what they saying

Checked the news

Everybody's insane

Mad at someone's gender

What the fuck is you saying?

Can't accept something different

So your first move to hate em?

It's all the same shit

Thought we left them bones in the basement

Different nigga

I got different moves

You still a bitch

You don't have shit

Yeah, we got different rules

You line your pockets with some flags

Yeah, we got different blues

Gotta give my thanks Ben

He showed me different views

I'm standing on my own

Because I got big shoes

Singing bout my pain

It helps me make due

Therapy for the things

That I done lived through

Reaching out my hands

I hope they break through

Conversations with myself

You'd think I'm going crazy

Steady calling you for help

So can you answer maybe?

How come you never told me life is hard?

I have fake to it

How come you never told me ones I loved would Learn to hate me?

Or ones I look up to in life are gon' have to leave me?

So many things i haven't seen I don't know what I'm seeking

If heaven's real, you have a moment?

Can you come and see me?

Tired of talking to myself

Tired of that dial tone

Mama are you coming home?

Tell me are you coming home?

Tired of talking to myself

Tired of that dial tone

Mama are you coming home?

Tell me are you coming home?