Maybe I'll Be Dead Lyrics

Waking up next to my ego

Feels like it's my end

I know that it should probably leave

But she's my only friend

I wish that I could fall in love

But I'm incapable

I wanna tell you

That I'm sorry

But I probably won't

Cuz that would tear me apart

I know that I'm so dumb

For thinking I'm so smart

I say everything wrong

Though maybe I'm not

Kill me softly

Just a thought

Maybe I'll be dead

By the time that you forgive me

Maybe I'll be dead

By the time you finally miss me

Or maybe I should call

And try to work this out

Put my feelings down

And watch what leaves my mouth

But I'd rather be dead

I'll admit it I'm addicted

To not letting go

Yeah it's a problem we all got 'em

So I hope you know

It's nothing to do with you

It's just that I'm incapable

To say I'm sorry

If you call me

Still I probably won't

Cuz that would tear me apart

I know that I'm so dumb

For thinking I'm so smart

I say everything wrong

But baby I'm not

Kill me softly

Just a thought

Maybe I'll be dead

By the time that you forgive me

Maybe I'll be dead

By the time you fucking miss me

Or maybe I should call

And try to work this out

Put my feelings down

And watch what leaves my mouth

But I'd rather be dead

(Rather be dead)

But I'd rather be dead