Brain Been A Moshpit Lyrics

Do they

Ever love me

Do they

Ever love me

Do they

Ever love me

Do they?

I could never blame you for how it played out

Ducking the hatred and upping my pay count

Gotta stay focused the fake ones will fade down

I want longevity they want the fame now that's just the difference

Hood up head down as I move through my city flicky on my waist situations get sticky

Used to think substance would fix me I used to just tick it had to grow up quick

Lost my best friend at nineteen unlikely I'll ever find peace or closure

I coped by running from the sober won't find me

Cos you're never looking closer than surface level

Living purposeless for fake divine peace you flex on the gram

You got a sidepiece a ex and a man

Give em' hell and you still want everything

Want the world but girl you get what you give

They fake to relate got the truth in my concepts

South Side Slime rocking Land Of the Lost threads

Smoke my dope cos my brain been a moshpit

You blow my high with that fake shit it's toxic

Stuck in a Rageroom alleviate the ache with skunk and some sage

Soul trippin' on a shroom I pray for a breakthrough

Really stressing cos my pops on the pave

And there's nothing I feel I could do that can save you

Do they

Ever love me

Do they

Ever love me

Do they

Ever love me

Do they?

I know they don't care from their dialogue

Maybe they're dogs and I'm destined to die alone

Chronic depression anxiety that's what the psych had told me

I been dwelling inside this brain fog from the pot I smoke

Purify soul I been tainted from times I broke

You told me it was for life you a liar tho

Breaking bread with my day ones I don't want a coach

High ups be acting like they don't rely on the artists

Hard times when I go the hardest my head say get out but for now I'm whole hearted

Pain make a man reconcile with his wrongs

If your brain been a mosh then rock out at the concert

Rock used to pop it

Until my heart almost stopped on a hospital bed

I can't flop tho drop this and they're bopping

I'll let you think that I'm flexing I'm still repairing damage from when we didn't have no dollars

I smile like I'm not depressed tho

Only love light and the Ps worth stress so

I deflect shots I receive perplexed tho

Tried to show love they perceived some threat woah

I don't got time for the scene you next go

Pray I get mine and that we all get dough

Been off the rails before we could get coke

Now I'm aligned when I speak give them hope

Do they

Ever love me?

Do they

Ever love me?

Do they

Ever love me?

Do they

Ever love me?

Do they

Ever love me?

Do they?