real liife Lyrics

No life

Nigga just a lowlife

Lost in himself he been looking for his soul like

What's the point of even living when there's no light

Dark days dark clouds been a fortnight

Since he even had a convo with the boys like

No kids no friends he got no wife

Everyday he wake up feeling all alone like

Why he got no one to hold him through the cold nights

Alright lemme tell 'em what I feel like

22 and suicidal this is real life

Everyday I ask God why I'm still alive

Something wrong in my body I don't feel right

Alright nigga lemme tell you what I feel like

22 and suicidal this real life

Alright nigga lemme tell you what I feel like

This is real life this is real life

My demons they huddled up in the background

Waiting for they chance to weather me like I'm pacquiao

Mama told me pray so I'm praying until I blackout

I was tweaking out but I promise to God I'm back now

Picking up my cross ima carry it till the last round

Up all night through the am I'm tryna map out

How I'm gonna make it I came too far just to back down

Ok I'm losing my sanity

All of my life they said God got a plan for me

I don't see nothing hatred and vanity

I tried to hide but I can't find a canopy

I'm starting to think better days are a fantasy

I keep on hearing that God is a friend of me

But it don't feel like that

It feel like he just gon keep weighing down on my life till the end of me

I'm tryna be positive

But I gotta be honest

I just don't see a way out of this

I need wisdom like Solomon

Tryna build up my tolerance

I hear voices from sodom

They telling me just to follow them

I got so many problems

And I don't know how to solve em

I tried to turn to the bottle

I should've turned to the father

I don't want Gucci and Prada

I just want healing and honor

I need some guidance from abba

I'm getting calls from my momma

I said I'll call her tomorrow

I might not be here tomorrow

That's the thing with life

It's so fragile right

Ima freeling like the girl from poltergeist

Like 6lack and lil baby I know my rights

I ain't ever had friends I ain't a socialite

They can't ever hurt me if I don't go outside

Ok I'm scared alright

That's why I'm holding on tight

To the fear to the angst to the heel of my knife

To the voice telling me I ain't gon make it tonight

Lemme tell 'em what I feel like

22 and suicidal this is real life

Everyday I ask God why I'm still alive

Something wrong in my body I don't feel right

Alright nigga lemme tell you what I feel like

22 and suicidal this real life

Alright nigga lemme tell you what I feel like

This is real life this is real life