To Me It Was Everything Lyrics

Lately it's been everything up on my mind I'm wasting all my time and I say that I'm

doing fine But I'm trapped up in my head

These voices wanna see me dead I guess I gotta keep it going

Keep it showing keep it right I just gotta fight

Right, shining in the limelight They don't wanna see me naked

They just hating I guess they just mistaken

On the way that they just feeling I'm really trying to get to healing

But to me it was everything I'm losing all my head

These voices wanna see me dead I'm living in Burden

I'm just losing all my friends Right, intending

Like I just gotta live I'm just pretending

Like my voices is never getting heard Looking like I'm hurt

But I'm feeling like I'm cursed But I gotta put myself first

To me it was everything Tried to hold you up

Tried to put you up Never giving up

No, I'm telling you that I meant everything What I said was true

Guess you didn't hear Like what you saw

But now I'm seeing blue I'm just living on my own

Living on my own Living in my head again

Need another sedative These voices trying to see me dead

I'm just trying to leave my bed I don't wanna deal with these nightmares

These nightmares The voices keeping me up

I just wanna get out of this rut Never giving up

Feeling like I'm stuck Looking like I gotta give a fuck

For once I just gotta keep it going Gotta keep it showing

I'm just really growing You hated when I was down and low

But I gotta take it on Gotta take it on

Gotta keep it warm Take it really slow

Really don't know Hated, hated

Hated how I was Hated how I was

Oh, no Taking it way back

I was ready for it I was gonna adore you

I really put everything past And now I'm putting everything before you

Leave it in the past I'm just glad I lived too fast

And I'm glad I left you in the past Glad I left you in the past

I'm glad I didn't make it last Now I sit back and I laugh

Cause you coming to me Saying that you don't know what to do

That you're feeling clueless God, you're fucking stupid

For leaving it all up in the air Now I don't fucking care now

You were never there So you're never gonna be here

When I make it to the top No, I'm never gonna stop

No, I'm never gonna stop it Talk it through

Cause you left me in my blues Yeah, it was everything to me

You just wanna turn into an enemy Yeah, it was everything to me

Now you wanna turn into an enemy