Addicted Lyrics

My lean's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out bed at all

3.5 clouds up my window, and I can't see at all

Yea

I ain't never felt real love no I won't never understand

Start my day off with a backwood then I fill it up with grams

I was tryna show you love but I don't know where we stand

I been doubting myself I ain't been feeling like the man

I been smoking on this weed been doing drugs so I can cope

Tryna drop all my addictions I feel like i'm losing hope

I been feeling like i'm battling with my back against the ropes

I was asking for your love you turned around and told me no

I was on the couch with lati, I was telling her bout my problems

And I told her how the drugs the only way that I can solve em

Got a couple dead homies, I'm just wishing I could call em

And if I lost it all, like who all this shit gon fall on

They say two wrongs don't make it right

But I been fighting all my life

Am I gone live through the night?

I don't know

Is love really worth it in the end?

I ain't too fond of making of friends

Can I ever trust you again?

I don't know

Said I been dwelling on my past

I been so focused on my bag

Am I gone make it or gone crash?

I don't know

Said I been living like i'm dying

Opps tryna take me, keep on trying

Was you real or was you lying?

I don't know

It's some shit that I don't know

It's some shit I can't explain

How my lil brother got shot

Why they hit him in his brain

And I smoke on all these drugs just so I can ease my pain

Been having talks with my reaper starting to think that I ain't sane

I ain't had real love unless I got it from my mama

I done felt real pain it's like my life been filled with trauma

I been ducking all the bullshit I don't too much deal with drama

And i'm feeling just like Future tryna stack up all these commas

On these drugs everyday so I don't think back on my past

How the hell you do me wrong, I put you first, you put me last

Tryna numb all my pain so I been smoking on this gas

I been having talks with god say I can hope these feelings past

Do you really love me?

I come from the streets shit can get ugly

I know shit get hard girl just trust me

I'm on these drugs cus they love me

They say two wrongs don't make it right

But I been fighting all my life

Am I gone live through the night?

I don't know

Is love really worth it in the end?

I ain't too fond of making of friends

Can I ever trust you again?

I don't know

Said I been dwelling on my past

I been so focused on my bag

Am I gone make it or gone crash?

I don't know

Said I been living like i'm dying

Opps tryna take me, keep on trying

Was you real or was you lying?

I don't know