Feeling Like Riky Lyrics

It really feels like I've been grinding all my life

Now I really understand why riky took his life

Man the pressure getting to me

And I'm only on the come up

This is getting heavy for me

This is getting scary for me

Am I losing it

Or confusing it

But I'm losing balance

My account ke zero zero

But I gotta act the hero

When you niggas pulling up

You don't even bother asking if I'm right

You don't even give a fuck about my time

Cos you pulling up at night in the dark

When I'm bout to cook my dinner

Holly Shit it's getting too much

Maybe I'm just too nice

Or maybe I just give a fuck a lot

Maybe I should stop talking a lot

Maybe I should quit this music thing

And focus on my nine to five

Work until I'm sixty five

Welcome to my ugly thoughts

Take a sit and listen I,

Know you got a lot to do but I got a point to prove

I don't really rap like this I just like to flex on beats

I just like to mix and master

I also wanna produce but I got hanni for that

Can't be doing everything myself

But you niggas only wanna rap and

Everybody with a voice can do that

You not special

What I do takes determination

Daily motivation and you gotta sacrifice

Then you gotta pay the price

Then you gotta fake a smile

Then you gotta act too nice

What the fuck