Lingering On Lyrics

Lingering on

Walking a tight rope balancing the morals with the demons

I'm wondering, where will my trauma manifests this season?

I've tried to tell you, but it's hard when you've been out of service

Projecting hurt because you grew up always feeling worthless

And somehow you want it all like we owed it to you anyhow

Then shut down, and throw it away when you think something's wrong

So I'm now stuck in this place, struggling to love anyone else

By now you'd think I'd revive but its lingering on

Lingering On

My tongue is tied and I dismiss the thought of kindly speaking

Anticipating when the monster came home on the weekends

I never thought I'd have it all and still just feel like nothing

I guess it starts with guiding fear with love and not destruction

And somehow you want it all like we owed it to you anyhow

Then shut down, and throw it away when you think something's wrong

So I'm now stuck in this place, struggling to love anyone else

By now you'd think I'd revive but its lingering on

Lingering On

And somehow you want it all like we owed it to you anyhow

Then shut down, and throw it away when you think something's wrong

So I'm now throwing up walls and pretending to be someone else

By now you'd think I'd revive but its lingering on