This time will be different ft. Nyambe Lyrics

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah

I bottle shit until it turn into resentment

It contributes to all my issues with commitment

But this time will me different

I swear it's gone be different

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah

I bottle shit until it turn into resentment

It contributes to all my issues with commitment

This time will me different

I swear it's gone be different

I remember falling for a Gemini moon

I fell deep but I had to say goodbye soon

Cause she's too much like me

And I been struggling to like me

How can I make her wifie

When It's hard to love a Pisces

I see a piece of me in everybody I'm in love with

I see a piece of me in everybody I don't fuck with

I see a piece of me whenever I go out in public

In the pretty girls with dreadlocks

And the lame niggas they stuck with

Cause of, self esteem issues

They need the validation

I guess that's why I'm with you

Cause we need the validation

Cause we need the validation

Fascinating I remember tripping over my egotistical past fling

Thinking about it, it was really just her insecurities battling

And she took it out on me, cause I seem to be handling everything nicely

Thinking that I'm too confident

When on most days I don't like me, so

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah

I bottle shit until it turn into resentment

It contributes to all my issues with commitment

But this time will me different

I swear it's gone be different

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah

I bottle shit until it turn into resentment

It contributes to all my issues with commitment

But this time will me different

I swear it's gone be different

Stuck in these temporary highs

Never know when to say goodbye

Settle for less

Never know when to leave

Never know when to go

Never knew when to let go

Said shorty wanna ride through the city

Wanna catch the sunsets with me

Said this could be something pretty

But damn

Sometimes the boomerang

Never comes back when you throw it

Or you never catch it right when you hold it

I'm a victim of my expectations

Leading me to lamentations

For the relations

That never came into realisation

When I thought they would

Now I'm riding round in circles

Thought I was healing good

But I got a lot of work to do

I'm sorry if I hurt you

Got a lot I'm still working through

Uh uh so I

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah

I bottle shit until it turn into resentment

It contributes to all my issues with commitment

But this time will me different

I swear it will be different

I understand why you might hold me in contempt yeah

I bottle shit until it turn into resentment

It contributes to all my issues with commitment

But this time will me different

I swear it will be different