Hard To Compete. Lyrics

Searching for peace

Still tryna figure out what it means

Tryna open doors wit no keys

Confusing wants wit my needs

Accepting everybody cannot be pleased

Losing people that we wish didn't leave

It's only death in the streets

Success is what I'm desperate to see

And success can be objective

But what's special to me

Is when the whole fam straight

And then the blessings repeat

Can't let this pain bring me down to defeat

It's getting are to compete

Why do we die

Staring at the clouds

Starting to cry

Why is it so hard to survive

We just tryna get by

We just tryna get a piece of it he pie

Searching for love but just receiving these lies

They so deceiving but why

It's even hard to dream but we try

Attempt to manifest success

Within a world that denies

Persevere until the end

I grind until my demise

Can't see the vision cause they fake

Kinda like a mirage

I mean

Tryna execute the plan I devised

Standing in my way is something I don't advise

Too many gone too soon

The tears still haven't dried

I'm going hard

Cause I'm responsible for multiple lives

Frustrated

Cause I'm making up for most of the time

That I wasted on people

I didn't know that was lyn

Heart broken

But ain't nobody fault cept for mines

Gotta put this pain to the side

As I continue to grind

While I

Searching for peace

Still tryna figure out what it means

Tryna open doors wit no keys

Confusing wants wit my needs

Accepting everybody cannot be pleased

Losing people that we wish didn't leave

It's only death in the streets

Success is what I'm desperate to see

And success can be objective

But what's special to me

Is when the whole fam straight

And then the blessings repeat

Can't let this pain bring me down to defeat

It's getting are to compete

I understand that sometimes in life it get difficult

But what's even worse

Is when hit wit the unpredictable

Gotta rearrange

Look at all the things that change

Feeling hopeless staring at the clouds

Praying for a miracle

Gotta reflect

Almost something like a mirror do

Not physically

But mentally

You gotta be aware of you

Knowing who you are

Is more valuable than you think

If you don't

You more off than off is

Clerical

Anyways I been feeling like there's a lot to do

90s game show

The way I get through these obstacles

I'm taking care of business

But life makes you more responsible

That's why that negativity

I am so unresponsive too

I bounce back

Similar to elastic

Can't always go off ego

Sometimes you gotta be passive

To progress

You gotta go self access

Manifest

And stay positive

Don't just remain average

Searching for peace

Still tryna figure out what it means

Tryna open doors wit no keys

Confusing wants wit my needs

Accepting everybody cannot be pleased

Losing people that we wish didn't leave

It's only death in the streets

Success is what I'm desperate to see

And success can be objective

But what's special to me

Is when the whole fam straight

And then the blessings repeat

Can't let this pain bring me down to defeat

It's getting are to compete