Totally insane Lyrics

If I tried to combine sacred time

With bottles of wine, gaming online,

Watching porn all night long

Would you point my way

Or say 'have a nice day'

Or maybe 'where is your soul'?

Could you decide if the sin is mine

Which part of me is the one to blame?

Is it inside, is it a quality of mind

Was I designed in a different way?

How could I miss the only rightful choice

How could I doubt

How could I ponder?

Where is our place, should we make this noise –

That really makes me wonder

You're trying to say that the way is straight

And where I'm supposed to be

But I was born this time, raised this way

Influence of nature made me walk this way

What are the guidelines you believe I need?

I'm not a guy who'll tell you 'another day'

But on my way to the truth I won't yield and blindly obey

Folks tried to prove it's a hidden sin –

They believe that I am blind and fight the truth that's deep within, saying

'You hesitating coward, you had so many chances before you died

But you didn't want to decide'

From the very beginning till the end

I accept to live the life of a 'blind' man

Folks believe and do not bother

About the observations – their answer is faith

I'd rather have it my way

I'd rather have it my way

And remain with the pain

I'm totally insane