Accept Defeat (Fast Version) Lyrics

It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see

I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats

Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat

I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me

Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep

Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy

I ain't ah killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me

I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece

I done been through shit that I kept behind closed doors

Everything I wanted ima get it ima go for it

You ain't never felt pain til you lost one of yo home boiis

Shit cut me so deep now I got ice that cover up my heart

Been to war think I'm lyin jus look at my battle scars

Member telling mama that I'm gonna be a superstar

Took that route where I can't trust no nigga and love don't get you far

Lil bro keep calling me telling me how much a Hellcat cost

Lil sister FaceTime me and tell me how much she love me

"You gotta big head and Brother Brown you really ugly"

I will murder anybody try take them from me

No literally look at the judge ya honor I am guilty

He tried to kill them so I had to take him from his family

I'm my sister's protector and I'm my brother's keeper

Before I let them touch a hair on his head take his soul

Grim Reaper so just let that be a lesson lik JBreezy was the teacher

It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see

I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats

Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat

I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me

Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep

Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy

I ain't ah killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me

I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece

This right here is what I do so fuck ah plan B

It help me deal with my depression and anxiety

Fuck ah therapist cuz bih this is my therapy

I be havin visions so nobody is ahead of me

I done envisioned thus

Kill them don't leave no witnesses

Give ah fuck who the critics is

Know they wanna get rid of me

Make sure shit is legitimate

Screaming fuck all my enemies

Won't let nobody get to me

Wanna spread positivity

Buh these demons jump into me

Give me negative energy

When I spit dat real shit that's when you bitches start envying

When I spit dat drill shit dats when you niggas start dissin me

Watching all my surroundings because nobody is killing me

Came from out of the mud

Got it straight out the dirt

I just switched up my scenery had to put in the work

I ain't a killer touch my family you'll get out on a shirt

Let them play dumb if they wanna and ship them off in a hearse

It's a part of me dat ion want nobody to see

I keep revisiting the days before I hopped on beats

Fighting myself and I'll be damned if I accept defeat

I keep seeing that fire wondering why it wasn't me

Like damn if aunty wouldn't got would I still be sleep

Or would I wake up and would I at least have energy

I ain't a killer but bitch it's one that's inside of me

I got a broken soul my heart been taken piece by piece