bargain boi Lyrics

I don't beg and I don't grovel

But I find myself at the door of a man I grew up bowing to

In classrooms

Wearing pleated skirts and collared shirts

Next to a boy who said that he loved Jesus

As far as I knew

Before we sat too close in religion and he said it wouldnt offend

God if it was him

No god I swear I really did believe him I left myself behind that day like he did

So no I don't beg

And I don't grovel

But maybe there'll be space at his table

I knocked at the door of the devil

Cause I hear he takes a soul and that's an easy price to pay

But I find even he's ignoring my offer

This soul must be too bruised damaged and battered

Now I don't know who out there can hear me

I'm begging for reprieve I'm on my knees

I know I said I don't need a savior

But if you make this stop I will believe

So no I don't beg

And I don't grovel

But maybe there'll be space at his table

To think of me