Mika Lyrics

If it's bout my state of mind

I ain't feeling fine

I cannot describe, take the shit that I'm prescribed

Just so I can pass the time

Break the lock, what the fuck I need a key for?

Say I talk a lot, my stories look like Junji Ito

Yeah it's a horror

Getting by on scraps, not trynna visit my former

Running like the Devil's lurking right around the corner

I'm trynna make shit that I like, but I'm afraid that I'll bore ya

Torture the author, but doesn't mean I like disorder

Making life like I'm Mika

While my friends and I are taking turns breaking tea cups

Poison in the water like I'm in a Western

Waiting for applause that never comes, I'm doing my best man

Feeling like I'm changing, need a moment of clarity

People treat me like charities, I don't care if you're sick of me

I got trauma, I got problems, I don't got an excuse though

If you think you know me, I assure you that you don't

Man the days make me nauseous

Imma try to hold shit down, walking real cautious

I don't take risks like I used to

Maybe cause I changed, living life from a new view

But it's a weird sight

Sleeping in the early morning, still saying goodnight

Maybe right is wrong, but I'm trying to survive

Seasons changing my mindset

Depression creeping up, I can hide it

But it's violent

I don't need what you think

All I need is a way to push through

Maybe one or two drinks, if I feel bad

But I'm glad that I'm walking my path

Leaving footprints in the grass, yeah

Cartier on my wrist but it feels numb

Laugh at problems in my life to not succumb

I was born to fight, I was born to create

I was taught to hide, I got too much on my plate

Everyday I'm moving in steps

Ain't nobody catching me, I'm never choosing to rest

But the steps are getting larger, I have a request

Could you fucking relax, I'm trying to avoid my death

It's like the meds don't work like they should

I ain't feeling good, friends turning to people I knew

Forgetting where I stood

Relationships turn to dust cos of dumb shit

Least a couple broke apart cos people make assumptions

Mika making moves, Yato's making tunes

Nik's trynna heal relationships with family afternoons

TOWKN's trynna make a good impression in front of goons

But Annik's struggling to balance life and his apparent doom

Twist my words and change 'em, rearrange 'em

Don't forget what I am saying even if I'm hated

I'm trynna make art, heal my heart

But it's getting dark

I knew my purpose from the start, Kami