Wishes Lyrics

Sitting on the hills, I'm steady thinking "am I doing right?"

Don't mention my life

I might flash out, it cost you a price

Overthinking, worried bout the type of love I'm receiving

Sitting looking at the ceiling thinking "am I fighting demons?"

Therapy won't do me good, I ain't even from the hood

But it's things that I can't speak on, no one get it, wish I could

Wish that I could sit down, talk

Wish that I could take a walk

I look at my bro, know he won't fold

Wish I wouldn't draw the chalk

Wish that we wouldn't steady fuss

Wish that I could get a hug

Wish that I could feel some love

I wish that it wasn't only lust

But I guess that's how it go

When you can only mess with hoes

I think I'm going stupid, gone insane but I'll keep going on

Wish I could protect my soul

Bismallah, if I could smite that bitch despite the list of things that's going wrong

I know I would

I wish I wouldn't but it's only true, though it won't do me good

Vivid memories, I miss how things were in my childhood

You know just as well as I do, some things just cannot be fixed

If you feel my pain then let me know 'cause we can reminisce

If you offering your body you can hit the road, I need some knowledge

Steady flodging, need my wishes answered, know somebody got them

Know I got a lot of wishes, praying god answer 'em

E and Jayan in here with me, know the bitches fans of them

I need me a genie, give me three chances, I can fix myself

Maybe keep my family straight, you know, give them all the wealth

If I keep my family straight, did I really solve the problem?

Will I really feel cherished?

Dug a whole straight out the bottom

I don't even want to talk about the issue, just get gas lighted

Had her in that Audi, steady swerving, crashed just like a pilot

Self destruction with a word, you use it wrong and then we all are dying

I know a way with words, I'm really smarter than your favorite artist

GMC, that's in my name, it's painted red for all the hurt inside me

Back to back, it's day to day you know I'm steady steady grinding

Gotta get straight to these M's

I can't waste no time with them

Feel like I'm the greatest, like I'm MJ, touching on the rim

Don't gotta say a word, my boy lil' Jon, will stomp you in his Timbs

She playing all my songs, you steady hating

Don't want smoke with my men

Turning up for the one time

You not gangsta stop the lying

You don't live a life a crime

Ain't shoot nan shit up with that fye

Niggas mommas crying but you want to kill, you think it's cool?

'Til they put you on the news

Now you look a fool, rolling in your tomb

Wish I could protect my soul

Bismallah, if I could smite that bitch despite the list of things that's going wrong

I know I would

I wish I wouldn't but it's only true, though it won't do me good

Vivid memories, I miss how things were in my childhood