- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
Sitting on the hills, I'm steady thinking "am I doing right?"
Don't mention my life
I might flash out, it cost you a price
Overthinking, worried bout the type of love I'm receiving
Sitting looking at the ceiling thinking "am I fighting demons?"
Therapy won't do me good, I ain't even from the hood
But it's things that I can't speak on, no one get it, wish I could
Wish that I could sit down, talk
Wish that I could take a walk
I look at my bro, know he won't fold
Wish I wouldn't draw the chalk
Wish that we wouldn't steady fuss
Wish that I could get a hug
Wish that I could feel some love
I wish that it wasn't only lust
But I guess that's how it go
When you can only mess with hoes
I think I'm going stupid, gone insane but I'll keep going on
Wish I could protect my soul
Bismallah, if I could smite that bitch despite the list of things that's going wrong
I know I would
I wish I wouldn't but it's only true, though it won't do me good
Vivid memories, I miss how things were in my childhood
You know just as well as I do, some things just cannot be fixed
If you feel my pain then let me know 'cause we can reminisce
If you offering your body you can hit the road, I need some knowledge
Steady flodging, need my wishes answered, know somebody got them
Know I got a lot of wishes, praying god answer 'em
E and Jayan in here with me, know the bitches fans of them
I need me a genie, give me three chances, I can fix myself
Maybe keep my family straight, you know, give them all the wealth
If I keep my family straight, did I really solve the problem?
Will I really feel cherished?
Dug a whole straight out the bottom
I don't even want to talk about the issue, just get gas lighted
Had her in that Audi, steady swerving, crashed just like a pilot
Self destruction with a word, you use it wrong and then we all are dying
I know a way with words, I'm really smarter than your favorite artist
GMC, that's in my name, it's painted red for all the hurt inside me
Back to back, it's day to day you know I'm steady steady grinding
Gotta get straight to these M's
I can't waste no time with them
Feel like I'm the greatest, like I'm MJ, touching on the rim
Don't gotta say a word, my boy lil' Jon, will stomp you in his Timbs
She playing all my songs, you steady hating
Don't want smoke with my men
Turning up for the one time
You not gangsta stop the lying
You don't live a life a crime
Ain't shoot nan shit up with that fye
Niggas mommas crying but you want to kill, you think it's cool?
'Til they put you on the news
Now you look a fool, rolling in your tomb
Wish I could protect my soul
Bismallah, if I could smite that bitch despite the list of things that's going wrong
I know I would
I wish I wouldn't but it's only true, though it won't do me good
Vivid memories, I miss how things were in my childhood