Empty Notebook Lyrics

Alone and afraid I think I'm getting close to the pain

The only love is double taps when they scroll through your page

Or when you take that last breath and you move in to the grave

I get annoyed by the tears cause I know that they fake

When it come to work they see result but don't know what it take

I always knew I could perform I had to learn the stage

Everybody say they real but say it with they second face

The only one with loyalty like the shit is custom made

I know it's hard to listen

To people who say they care but still move like they heart is missing

My heart cold I got a heart condition

I stay neutral I'm always making hard decisions

She like to push buttons and break things like starting an engine

I mean pardon my friendship no one like to talk no more

Running to conclusions we don't even like to walk no more

Dead serious just like they chalked ya boy

I'm far from a helpless man

How much liquor til I start feeling like myself again

How many chances gone get labeled as a second chance

How many people said they had you then they changed they stance

I need promises lined out in a contract or that shit advanced

Losing friends was never part of plans

But in the end it's only me cause graveyards won't let me bring my mans

That's on the dead ones nigga

Everybody has a price to pay

I understand that day is coming

I have to do everything while I'm here to make sure my legacy is forever

I need a break from my daily life

I need to vent without the fake advice

I need to change my life

It's too late if you did wrong you got to pay the price

You facing death or you facing life

When I have kids I got to raise them right

These just my thoughts when I'm taking flights

Why they blame me for all the crazy nights

Then I feel like I'm the one that's going crazy right

Why I always got to be the one to make it right

I'm far from a perfect man I know I'm a worth it man

I create a steady life shaky as surgeons hands

She know I trust her word we making moves off her command

Now I'm getting shout outs talking bout how she love her man

I hope my niggas staying loyal when I'm not around

I hope my mama getting spoiled when I'm not around

I hope my sisters find a nigga that can make them smile

I hope a nigga never try me or he in the ground

Yeah

Don't get it misconstrued

I'm a grown man I'm not affected by different moods

I keep a small circle I'm not hanging with different dudes

Bro send me Bible verse I'm hoping he live them too

I'm writing a legacy they ain't think I would live up to

More money than the people niggas told me to listen to

Got empty notebooks full of shit that I didn't do

And when it's said and done I'll write down what I been through