Grieving the Future Lyrics

I've been grieving the future

I've been crying over things I never had

I've been mourning my day dreams

I've been losing all the things I want so bad

I've been closing myself in

I've been holding onto all that isn't there

I've been falling in fake love

I've been making it real so now I care

So I'm

Crying crying over nothing

Crying crying over things in my head

Trying trying to hold onto

All the plans I wanna keep

Visions of you and me

I've been looking with eyes closed

I've been running from a present state of mind

I've been hiding in plain sight

'Cause I've been fooling everybody with a smile

But I've been breaking my own heart

I've been dying with the hope I used to have

And I've been falling apart

The only thing that held me up was never there

So I'm

Crying crying over nothing

Crying crying over things in my head

Trying trying to hold onto

All the plans I wanna keep

Visions of you and me

Crying over nothing

Crying over things in my head

Trying to hold onto

All the plans I wanna keep

Visions of you and me

You can grieve the past

You can grieve a lover

Who didn't last

But you can't grieve the future

You can grieve the past

(Cuz it feels so good to think of the way I want it)

You can grieve a lover

(It feels so good to get everything I wanted)

Who didn't last

(It feels too good to stop making up my sorrow)

But you can't grieve the future

(It feels too good to stop living in tomorrow)

Crying over nothing

Crying over things in my head

Trying to let go of

All the plans I wanna keep

Visions of you and me

Crying crying over nothing

Crying crying over something I dreamt

Now now I'm letting go of

All the plans I tried to keep

It never was you and me

You can grieve the past

You can grieve a lover

Who didn't last

But you can't grieve the future