This Can't Be Me Lyrics

On my dome, I'm too far, all alone Now I'm sitting in the dark, trying to find

the light So many times when I thought I was right

Try to get these thoughts out, trying to get my mind away from the body

Better call up the shorty, cause like I'm feeling so out of here, out of here

Out of my mind and out of this planet, I'm just going crazy

So many thoughts, they got me, trying to tame the beast inside

But I don't think I'm gonna survive

The way that they got me, the way that my brain

Is going in, going in, spinning in the same way

But I got the world crumbling down

Wish I knew where I was right now

Wish that I could just take a step back

Try to relax, but I'm too far gone, I'm all that's wrong

Look at the way that I'm feeling the emotion inside

I try to run and hide, I try to always fight

It wasn't always right, so I tried to write

But it wasn't that flame that was going to ignite

In my brain, I feel it in my vein

This is who I am, no I gotta take a stand

And this is where I just gotta stand up tall

But I'm scared of the fall, no I'm scared what's coming next

I try to do my very best, I got so much on my chest

I can't get any rest, they saying that I'm the same

But I'm never the same, I'm just going off

Like I'm going super saiyan, but I can never stay sane

The way this world is crumbling down

The way this world got me so held down

But I'm so hell bound, looking for the hell house

Devil in my ear, no I don't got any of this fear

I'm trying to do my best, I'm not going rest

I'm gonna face this test, I'm gonna do the best I can

No I'm gonna take a stand

Look at the man who I became

The man who I am, damn

Never thought I was gonna have to lose my fam in the end

But now I know I'm no longer living in pretend

I'm living in pretend, no longer living in pretend

This is who I am once again

Devil in my ear again

Isn't it