March 11th 2012 Lyrics

Remember that like it was yesterday

Childhood I guess it changed

Only a kid still developing in-

to an adult now the devil is in

No one addressing the elephant in

The room, soon the world as we know

Never be like how it was all before-

Hand, man, you were the fam

Thinking of it and I fail to process

Why is the air heavier then my breath?

Sat by the fire now they whispering

That be my mother and her then boyfriend

Step dad to me but they casually

Playing it off, can't help but see

Lack of concern, turn back on the movie

Kangaroo Jack, what you can do in fact

Stop

Thinking the worst

My mother said as she comforting him

He said

My son he is, locked in a room haven't seem him in days

Can't be a phase I know something is off

Fuck it I'll run in an break off the lock

Look at the clock as I pray for a god,

Please don't be something that we cannot solve

That is the last of the world that I saw

Running behind I know something is wrong

Wait by the door and I'm hearing the roar

Eyes they distort and my body is shook

As I'm creeping inside and I'm taking a look

There he was spinning, feet off of the floor

Walls of the room and they painted all black

I was frozen and cold in a panic attack

Energy shift, is he dead or is this

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

Praying that somewhere you still do exist

Since was kid I'm remembering this

All in my head

All in my head

Energy shift, is he dead or is this

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

Praying that somewhere you still do exist

Since was kid I'm remembering this

All in my head

All in my head

Body was hanging I'm running away

Thinking of shit that I wanted to say

Punching the wall on my fist I got blood

Wanted to feel pain is it real?

Numb cause my body is now but shell

All of the angels from the heaven they fell

Ain't no escape I live with your mistake

Don't got me wrong there's no way I could blame

You for the pain that you felt

Now that I'm older and dealt

These

Cards of a hand can't understand

Why doesn't life goes as its planned

Everyday be so unexpected

All falls down in line like tetris

One by one now thunder come

Crashing down I wonder some-

Days, will I be like you?

Locked here alone in a room

Friends dead those left, left

Life is a game let's press test

Depressed, deaths a door away

Fucked up, ignore the brain

Diagnosis, psychosis

Die alone or else the closest

To you that I can get

I really miss my friend

I don't feel like myself

And I wish could get help

Cause

Pain never made me stronger

Promise I'll live longer

For my bros, sis, my mother

Always know that I love ya

Energy shift, is he dead or is this

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

Praying that somewhere you still do exist

Since was kid I'm remembering this

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head

All in my head