Surprise Me Lyrics

I think you're softer than you want me to believe

But what do you show me?

I'll believe what you show me

I see you're softer than I saw initially

But you don't want to show me

And I'm not in the mood to wait for you to open up

And I don't have time for you

Or your breakthrough

You were a porcelain doll and I like shiny things

With some fragility

But not in masculinity

So I built you boxes to overlook some traits

So then you could surprise me

But that's just fantasizing about you opening up

And I don't have time for you

Or your breakthrough

To start to treat people nice

You'll never take my advice

You never asked for it

It's for my benefit

Or else I'd see a good good guy, who's just reserved maybe shy

One that's for the charts, the one that starts the sparks

But if I don't hold back you're gonna break my heart

If i don't hold back you're gonna break my heart

I'm afraid I'm softer than I want you to believe

I don't know what to show you

I don't know how to show you

I'm afraid that girl isn't who you want to see

So maybe you don't deserve me

Maybe you shouldn't get to see the way I open up

And I don't have time for you

Or your breakthrough

Cause if you're treating me nice

For now that has to suffice

And I'll deal as friends

Less energy to spend

On a mediocre guy, who's probably shallow and shy

But you pull me in, I begin again

To go back to the start, where you lit all the sparks

And I don't hold back and you break my heart

And I don't hold back you break my heart

If i don't hold back, you're gonna break my heart