Happy4you ft. yungcray Lyrics

I surround myself with people that don't help

Relapse once again yeah I'm stuck in hell

I've been locked in my room yeah feels like a cell

She would wish that I would just worsen myself

It kills me to see you happy without me

It's only in my dreams that we could ever be

I'm happy that you're with him

I know that it kills me bitch

I'm fucked up oh once again

You know that I hate this shit

I'm glad in the fucking end

Because you can't get a grip

In this fucking benz

You know I'll crash this bitch

I don't want to live no more

I've been fucked up lord

How I let a whore take over my world

So self absorbed

So here's the door

While I lay on the floor wishing you were my girl

Girl you took my heart

And you ripped it out

It's my light your face

It's strange the lights are out

I don't like it here

I see the gates of hell

So they let me in

This is my new home now

And I've had enough

Are we glued to the drugs

I tried to make it out

But I'm stuck in here

It's so dark its haunting

Yeah the voices calling

And used to be so right but now the flowers are dead

Girl you hit my phone

When your all alone

So I'm high as shit

I don't know where to go

I'm a fall asleep

Wake up in the snow

Fire from the world

Fire from my hole

And I don't want to feel this

All my fucking life I've been fighting all these demons

Voices in my head lights in my room why you screaming

I ain't even mean to get up all up in this deep shit

All my life been trying to find the perfect reason

Hop up in my boat my bad I heard that you get sea sick

So you can take my hand lets go sit down control your breathing

Yeah I don't fucking need this