Dear Diary ft. Robinholta Lyrics

Dear diary, I know it's been a while

A lot of things have changed and so it's taken time

To wrap my head around everything that's going on

It's been a turmoil but still I've tried staying strong

I've moved across the country, it's a whole new scene

I had a funeral, I've known him since I was a baby

And then a baptism, I really love that kid

It's funny, one life ends and another begins

Since I got here I've really gotten better

I have my friends nearby, they helped me get settled

I sold my old place, but the memories aren't erased

I still face my depression, and I hate it

But now I spend my days just making music

I feel so damn blessed, can't believe I get to do this

The pen and pad are what helps me get through this

I've done it for a decade, but still I feel new in this

It's pretty funny, I'm basically a veteran

And still nobody knows me when I'm fighting for the betterment

Of the music industry, soon you'll see the evidence

Truthfully it's unity that you and me will benefit from

I think that's it, you're all caught up

It's been a long road and I promise that I won't stop

I'm finally on my way, just hoping I won't drop

But I think this is it, I'm heading for my spot

For all them days when we were young

I wish someone just told me

Life is hard, sometimes we fall

No matter what, keep going

Can you take away my pain, take away my sorrow

Been searching for the truth at the bottom of my bottle

But I don't wanna do that anymore

Dear diary, another day's upon us

I woke up with a headache though I didn't touch a drop

I think I'm overworked, but this is what it takes

Fourteen hour days so my dream isn't replaced

I'm finally at the precipice, I just can't make a mess of this

I got a few missed messages, I'm sorry but I'm getting this

I hope my friend's accepting this side of me, but diary

How can I expect them to see the thoughts inside of me?

I guess I can't, and that is why I'm writing this

Get it out of my head, to show them what they miss

When they see me retreat, that is why I'm doing it

My batteries are low and I don't wanna throw a fit

But this is what I've worked for my entire life

I finally got a record deal, so this is what it's like

My life is filled with deadlines, so I don't have the time

To sit back and relax, I'm here to get what's mine

I finally have a chance of living all my dreams

Pay my bills with music, it's not far off, it seems

I can't hit the breaks, I gotta accelerate

For over a decade I pushed through all the hate

Now I'm on the other side, tired yet smiling

Three years ago I didn't see myself surviving

But that's it for now, I'll just keep trying

I'll see you tomorrow, good night, dear diary

For all them days when we were young

I wish someone just told me

Life is hard, sometimes we fall

No matter what, keep going

Can you take away my pain, take away my sorrow

Been searching for the truth at the bottom of my bottle

But I don't wanna do that anymore