Better Times Lyrics

I don't know how much I have left

I hope better times are on the way

Ordinarily I deal with stress

But now it feels like it's all the same

I'm drowning now I cant hold my breath

Everyday is just copy paste

The water rising up above my head

And I don't know if I can stop the waves

Future me just called me up

He said my time is coming, stay in line

I know you been going through it all

Just stick it out, stop taking flight

Mom and dad stay fighting daily

But everyday they just say it's fine

So if you can make it through the pain to meet me

I swear to god that I'll make it right

Look

I'm waking up from the dream and I see that

It's time to go harder than ever I'm better

Than everyone else in the ring that's with me

So I promise I'll probably shred 'em

I never could let up

I know that it's me versus me and that

Nobody else on my level

I'm fighting the devil he up on my shoulder

He making me colder, I deal with the weather, damn

People like to say they heart is cold,

But every morning I'm stuck in snow

I shovel out of it, to get around this shit

But I don't know where to fucking go

I'm sick of tryna be a better me

Because now I feel there ain't much to grow

Then I write about it every song

Now everybody has to fucking know

I don't know how much I have left

I hope better times are on the way

Ordinarily I deal with stress

But now it feels like it's all the same

I'm drowning now I cant hold my breath

Everyday is just copy paste

The water rising up above my head

And I don't know if I can stop the waves

Every morning I'm waking up

It takes six hours just to try and eat

I'm stuck inside of my self-depiction

I don't like it, it cuts me deep

Every year around Christmas time

I get depressed and I start to sink

Because both sides of my family miss me

And I don't know which one to go and see

I'm stumped

How do I sit and decide who I need to be giving my time?

How do I tell all the ones that I love

That if push came to shove then I'd give em my life? Damn

I don't know how I can tell em this shit

So I leave it for something to write, why?

And if I get out of my state of depression

I probably wouldn't feel right, damn

Maybe I'm stuck in my head and I'm tired of finding a way to get out

Maybe I'm stuck with the feeling of failure

And maybe I'm dealing with doubt

Maybe there's no one that sees what I see

And I'm running myself to the ground

Maybe i have to get out of my way and

Just deal with the rain from the clouds, yeah

I don't know how much I have left

I hope better times are on the way

Ordinarily I deal with stress

But now it feels like it's all the same

I'm drowning now I cant hold my breath

Everyday is just copy paste

The water rising up above my head

And I don't know if I can stop the waves

Yeah I don't know if I can stop the waves