Apocalypse ft. LexScope Lyrics

Numb from the trauma I picked up in a past life

25 bics on the dresser just to gas light

it's the last night I ever let u come over

Cause a crash site every time we both not sober

Man the more that I get older the more that I feel complacent

I know im never finna settle im the black speed racer

I h8 when u indecisive I'm conscious of all my vices

We had 3some wit Molly I hope that u actually liked it

I'm charming when I be faded

Need charmin cause I'm the shit

We get paper go on vacation from Carolina to Vegas

Don't touch me I'm feelin anxious

Without u I'm still famous

Watch my Instagram story it's like final destination

Cause I been wearin clothes on the internet for profit

I better get it for free or we steal it from hot topic

Our situation unique and I know that we shoulda stopped it

I'm fed up with all your fashion I'm Kanye Westin yo closet

Cause any human wit me gotta be drippin like a faucet and

She treat me like a prophet all the words I say is gospel

I'm so fed up with myself its like i'm bout to cause an apocalypse

Everything is going to destroy

Shit u kno my whole life is really monetizing hobbies

U know I been broke and I slept in Amanda lobby

U know when life hit me I fight back and do karate

I know that I'm bout to make it I'm okay scared that u might stop me

Whew

Apocalyptic tendencies I'm destined for destruction cuz

Im so numb

Desensitized, I don't know why

Im so numb

I got A pocket full of sunshine and dem hoes at the Funtion but

Im so numb

Been hurt so many times nowndayss

Im so numb

The pain is over

No therapy or closer

A hard headed nigga that's hardly ever sober

I cry but we was always taught I had to keep composer

Sometimes I feel us grow apart the more we getting closer

This roller coaster got my stomach turning

I hate making mistakes but I'm slowly learning

The day you slapped me in my face broke the trust we had

And Nothings been the same sense grandma Mildred passed

I know you tryna hold it

Down down down

So just know i got yo back till we burn to ash

Getting jumped in Carolina made me fucking mad

It did something to me

Made me wana cop a weapon The way niggas steppin

These days

Just wana kill somebody when I'm feeling threatened

These days

I never feel protected

Im numb to all that love shit im sellin on these records

Desensitize zombie fuck being accepted

Apocalyptic tendencies I'm destined for destruction cuz

Im so numb

Desensitized, I don't know why

Im so numb

I got A pocket full of sunshine and dem hoes at the Funtion but

Im so numb

Been hurt so many times nowndays

Im so numb