Thirteen Lyrics

When I look into the mirror, this is what I see

A worthless piece of flesh staring right through me

And I know that there's a plan, a plan that I can't see

What's really going on? I think I need some company

Cause I just wanna know the answers to the questions I'm asking myself

On these long car drives, how do I say I need some help

And to say that this is okay, when I don't believe it's so

What's really going on? I don't think we'll ever know

Cause I just wanna know what I've been running from

I wanna know if I'll be okay

Every person that I meet keeps telling me if there's a will, then there's a way

But I've been disappearing like the ghost that I saw the night when I turned 13

I'm here, but I'm gone. I'm like a lock without a key

Cause I just wanna know the answers to the questions I'm asking myself

On these long car drives, how do I say I need some help

And to say that this is okay, when I don't believe it's so

What's really going on? I don't think we'll ever know

There comes a time when you have to ask yourself those questions

Am I fine? Am I happy? How do I even know if I'm happy

Cause I took two steps forward but fell six back

I'll never say sorry for the things that I lack

And I'm never coming home. No, I'm never coming home

Cause I just wanna know the answers to the questions I'm asking myself

Cause on these long car drives, how do I say I need some help

And to say that this is okay, when I don't believe it's so

What's really going on? I don't think we'll ever know

Look into the mirror, this is what I see

A lifeless piece of flesh, staring right through me