Self Preservation Lyrics

In an act of self preservation

I found myself starting to question

If everything good has already happened

Is my body even worth the price of insurance?

Too broke and broken to digress

Save 25 a week and get my afternoons back

Honestly I've been feeling pretty indifferent

Shed off a few years and like all my innocence

Convinced my therapist

That I think the world moved on

From being out to get me

I bet it proves me wrong

Yeah I bet it proves me wrong

Count the spread

I'm in my head

All roads seem to lead back to failed attempts

To live a life

Where I can sleep at night

Both ends burnt out

Now there's just a fucking fire

I'm tired

Can't make my bed

Can't kill myself

Cause I've got plans at ten

I'm worthy of self preservation

But I still feel like a failure

Maybe everything good has already happened

Life comes fast

But also takes forever

I'm worthy of self preservation

But I still feel like a failure

Maybe everything good has already happened

Life comes fast

But also takes forever

I'm worthy of self preservation

But I still feel like a failure

Maybe everything good has already happened

Life comes fast

But also takes forever