DESPAIR Lyrics

Golden face

But you're staying away from me

Our destiny is dead in their book

And I'm stupid

And, how could I think this way

I dunno

You warmed up with my burning heart

Tell me why I'm running, Is it what I deserve ?

You told your stories (but you) didn't care about mine

(You) threw me like fucking woods in fire

Welcome to my mind

It's Obnoxious, let me figure out my life

I brought a new skeleton to cross the lake

I wanna be so far from you

I wanna be so far from you

Did I make the right choice ?

All sacrifices were gone

I don't care if you remember me

Have you ever been my love ?

I can't be on both side

Attempting to repair mind

I feel like demons threw me a spell like ya

Such a lonely soul

Lost in a tormented mind

Eyes pay attention to details

And capture every moment

Blinded by love but admiring for sadness

They could be their own mirror

No matter the number of thoughts

They only need one second to end their horror

Even if you forgot me

And came back with another name

I'm still on your back

You should not look

Such a lonely day

Ocean hides my tears

Mentally unstable

Easy to push too far ay

Wondering if you're an enemy

Don't run away bitch

You know what I mean

If you can't sleep at night, it's because

You're awake in someone's dreams

I've been having insomnia for a long time

Who's thinking about me until I die

I have to clean the ocean which had filled with your tears

I am the devil who stays in your mind

Let me dare before you die

Since when do you dare ?

How many are you ?

Why did you choose me in that world ?

Since the beginning I'm cursed

Trying to figure out my purpose

But I still struggle with it

I'm scared to stumbling

And I refuse to stay on the battlefield

Trying over and over

Despite all that shit you did

I will make myself

Aararrh

You've been in my mind

Like a fucking rat

If you had been physically there

I would have to kill you.

Yeah for sure

Anger, Frustration, Fear and Despair

All these feelings are dead with you