Interview Room Lyrics

And there you have it, interview room stepped through banging

You got the job I'll be your partner tagging

Southampton these shots were gagging

Late night skin to skin and we're

This one's worth the bragging

Now she soon see what I'm packing

Up in your belly it's stabbing

7th floor views of Crystal Palace

Got her feeling like Alice give her wonderland and it's magic

Laughing and we're drinking hotels a weekly habit

Days before it all turned tragic couple liquor down and she turn to a savage

Special one begin to cherish then hit the pandemic

Uber to her gaff disco lights was the setting

Little bit of bashment and a bottle of henny

And once again there's something in her belly

Turning up the telly drown out the noise

She said she ain't been like this with none of these boys cos she's never had a man

Going out for dinner always ends in a bang

Feelings get caught in a timeframe short

Closer we get the more we accept how the other one acts

Then love shows it's cracks and the arguments start

Back then solved with a kiss and a laugh

This one's got my heart and I mean it for true

Went to visit her family I was welcomed to the crew

When it's brand new it's like a honeymoon

Nothing stays perfect though I hate to break it to you

I said I hate to break it to you

Fast forward a bit I was denying how I'm feeling

This girls intentions pure so why am I fleeing?

Too much pride maybe it's the Gemini

In the present saying why? Why did my anger outweigh the love?

Why's my ego too much and I masked this stuff?

She keeps calling my bluff I get defensive and act tough

Then I walk out the door whilst there's tears in her eyes

She said all I tell is lies but she chose to stick with me

She said she'll hold it down for me

But then we make up to break up just a few weeks later

And the love strings further from this toxic behaviour

I think Fuck love get paper but that's my biggest danger

I didn't wanna lose you I was like a baby in a manger

Got me thinking maybe she my saviour but my ego outweighs it

Always her to be the one that saves it

Short temper moments notice I cremate it

Prides too high I'm stepping like I'm shameless

Consequences of my actions soon leave me baeless damn

Fast forward a bit more I leave again with a slammed door

Thinking fuck this damn whore I bet the grass greener

I bet there's class that's cleaner and won't drain my energy

Couple hours later we're back again with empathy like

I love you so much I don't wanna lose us

But I see she's losing her touch and love

All started with a fuck now these feelings too much

Reup more of puff a brothers stressed and had enough

Stupid ego was my biggest flaw

You deserved more put you in a castle like Dumbledore

Alicante a sandy shore with your hand in mine

And everything was fine

Then a few months later I crossed the fucking line

I did you wrong and bad I fucked up and now I'm mad

Whilst you were fighting and so sad

I was out moving like a Chad

I ain't a man I'm a lad I should've held your hand

One day we could've pushed the pram and had a fam

Now she's on some sand and she's far away from man

Hate up in her heart for Jcmalan

She knew Jack all too well and time sure tellled

I mean told, it fucking kills knowing we won't grow old

Now my hearts broke and it's all my doing

Now my hearts broke and it's all my doing

Because I remember when you came in to that interview room

Had me thinking you, but I took too long to act

My ego my biggest enemy and decisions I just lack

Once the trust turns pack it's hard to go back

Nobody deserves to get done like that

Got me thinking if I only I'd seen clearer

This world can give me any bitch but to me they ain't

I'm praying this sorry hits hard like a lorry

Wanted to see you in the morning like porridge

Raise these eggs like an ostrich

Growing old sat there rocking but now

I'm in the present like a stocking reflecting full of regret

Because if I never confessed and took it to the grave

I'd be living day to day with this pain and It would still push you away

Took this love for granted crushed your heart and veins

Hang my head in shame as the blood dripping

Shed some tears when I'm sipping cos I remember I was gifted

Comfy and blessed I had your head up on my chest

Watching films in bed billing it again

Now like the roach card this loves done

Moved too dumb wasn't moving like a man

Lessons will be life I plant my lips up on your hand

And kiss you farewell

Because when the damage is done there's nothing left but to say bye

I get so high at night and wrestle with these why's

And the what's I don't want no thots because I had a queen

Now you're just a stranger who I see in my dreams

I go to sleep like I'll see you soon

Walking right back into that interview room

Jcmalan