Paradise Lyrics

I guess I was enticed

To rebuild paradise

I never ever thought twice

I only thought you of those nights

Instead of seeking help

I just kept reinventing myself

Is it truly paradise

If it's built on compromise?

I'm too stressed to be blessed

Too depressed for success

Delirious and fully deranged

I was curiously not afraid

Measuring growth is hard at this age

I'll be proud of what I didn't say

It took time for me to realize

You were never meant to be mine

But I wanted to know you better

I just wanted more time together

I'm too stressed to be blessed

Too obsessed with the meaningless

Was i always so deranged?

Guess I always felt short-changed

Measuring growth is hard at this age

I'll be proud that I didn't cave

I could be what you need

If you would only let me

I could be the man of your dreams

I could do that in my sleep

Delirious and fully deranged

I was curiously not afraid

Measuring growth is hard at this age

I'll be proud of what I didn't say

Was I always so deranged?

Guess I always felt short-changed

Measuring growth is hard at this age

I'll be proud of that I didn't cave