An Ode to Envy Lyrics

This isn't over in my head

I'm trying to make it stop

But I can't put these tiresome thoughts to bed

In my kaleidoscopic mind

Rumination paints a picture neither you nor I designed

My transition is incomplete

I'm so green with envy

I've become the ground beneath your feet

The colour always turns to red

Now a dagger dangles over me

And it's hanging by a thread

The closer we became

The more I longed to love you from afar

I cut you out and it left a scar

I built you up to be unreal

Now I'll build a wall around myself to hide the way I feel

If you get close enough to me

I'll try to own you

But you can't put a price on someone who is free

I want you to myself and I've become consumed by my own greed

I have an ego to feed

And I only want you to be happy if you're happy here with me

That's the fuel for my jealousy

And it makes me dangerous company

You may wish to stay away from me

You may wish to stay away from me

Yeah, you may wish to stay away

Yeah, you just may