cryptic Lyrics

I had a bad dream and you were in it I'm just so pissed that it didn't finish

I just wanna feel like I'm winning Yeah, I just wanna feel like I'm winning

For once, let me get a dub, just one good day without fucking it up

Already accepted I'm not worthy of love Okay, I know it's not true

I just keep making it up

In my sick head, I know that I shouldn't even listen

Try to tell you how I feel, but I sound so cryptic

I know that I shouldn't even listen

Yeah, I can't get the words out

Every time I try, I don't know what comes out my mouth

Sometimes I'm quiet as a mouse

Other times I wish that I just shut my fucking mou-

Fuck, I already said that

Yeah, I hate when I get bad news cause I felt like I almost fucking had you

But the man in the mirror been giving attitude

I just wish he'd get a clue, I just wish he'd get a clue

And I never meant to be so cryptic

It's just the way that you stare is so vicious got me scared of losing everything

I keep to myself

or what's left of it

But now it's back in my head, the thought of me not being a reliable friend

So I let my voice crack, there's no point to pretend

That I'm perfect, yeah, you know I'm always on the mend

I had a bad dream and you were in it I'm just so pissed that it didn't finish

I just wanna feel like I'm winning Yeah, I just wanna feel like I'm winning

For once, let me get a dub, (just) just one good day without fucking it up

Already accepted I'm not worthy of love Okay, I know it's not true

I just keep making it up

In my sick head, I know that I shouldn't even listen

Try to tell you how I feel, but I sound so cryptic

I know that I shouldn't even listen

And I never meant to be so cryptic It's just the way that you stare is so vicious

Got me scared of losing everything I keep to myself, or what's left of it