I See God Lyrics

I see god

And he's watching me lose faith

My world got dark

'Til you lit it with your grace

But you liked lighting matches

Just to watch them burn

It's just a couple fires

No one ever got hurt, til' now

And I feel you

My flames have have scorched you to your bone

'Cause you tried to

Love me through the inferno

So cauterize your every wound and

Say that I'm to blame

I've never been the holy one but

Even now I pray

That I didn't hurt you

You know I didn't try

I'm not the man that I knew

I had to kill him to survive

And late night when i'm waiting

For you to ruin me

Is when I see god oh I see god

Before I fall asleep

Saying maybe it's time to leave

Leave

Catch my breath

But you stole all the oxygen I need

To f***ing breathe

Say your final prayers and be rid of me

I suffocate in smoky skies of the world you made

Never thought I'd have to hold my ground and say

That I didn't hurt you

You know I didn't try

I'm not the man that I knew

I had to kill him to survive

And late night when i'm waiting

for you to ruin me

Is when I see god oh I see god

Before I fall asleep

Maybe it's time to leave

Leave

There's cold truth in the lukewarm showers that I take to heal from you

If I'm such a sadist, why do I have blisters too?

I like to blame myself for the faithless things you do

But I don't feel the heat when I'm away from you

'Cause I burnt myself tryna get close

You were the f***ing inferno

I would never hurt you

I guess that means you lied

And synthesized your burns to

Blame me for your f***ed up life

And late night when i'm waiting

For you to ruin me

Is when I see god oh I see god

And he calls to me