3am freestyle Lyrics

I'm living in the present every moment like I'm nearly dead

Like I'm near the end like its in the air

Borrowed time maybe this is what this really is

Live full that's my rule to feel the benefits

I was just a kid in the pits with my head shaking in my fists

Thinking with a bitter chest

Like can I get a break from the kick of stress

Then I start remembering that I am forever blessed

Yes patience was needed here

For me though to be fair it took more than a minute to get anywhere

But I ain't going to sit here and be negative

It's all a bit delicate

You could never guess that my whole life's been a trip

I stay grateful I still exist

I pay in faith like them boys pay in cash at the dealership

And that's not the only part of what the difference is between me and them

My heart starves when my path is diminishing

I'm half menacing and 50% innocent

Many things hurt me to the full extent and then I turned militant

Everything I ever did and never said well no regrets

Even the most coldest depths

I know I chose these steps I took and so I'm owning that

And there's growth with that

I coped with that and I don't look backwards

I ain't being savage its factual I had to

I should go and get a satchel for the thankful

To put them on my back and carry them to the bank walls

Fake friends get cancelled and that's all

Not even prank calls

And these women are temporary the last one left me for a dude born natural

But he aint impactful he don't make mad moves

Sex is unfulfilling I bet that boy too casual

That boy too basic he aint TR let's face it

The big mistake was all the underestimations

Of what I am but let me say again to be clear

I should be the UK's greatest

Write UK rap king then slap my name in

Slow based pace I've been waiting real patient

But homage aint paid so now I'm here for the taking it's a home invasion

I've been trying to build foundations

But I don't know who for its only me here until due course

I stay resourceful like a shoe horse

Because true talk will move more to do more with new doors

I've seen the changes that my words make

I can make the world shake vibrate

Loving is the higher place