Only Knew Lyrics

I need to get it together,

I'm suffering now more than ever

A lot of people don't talk about it, but I'm not happy with myself,

With all of it

Not satisfied with where I'm at, how I feel I'm constantly under attack.

Not content with how I respond,

And when I'm happy,

I don't even pause or become present

To actually feel it,

And find happiness.

I may seem like I got it together,

But deep down I seek to struggle

And then it becomes

Too much to handle

I need to find a way out of this,

With myself I'm merciless,

And my face and mouth

Are messed up

I feel like Job in the Bible.

Lost between my own broken heart And God's call

If you only knew the things

I went through,

If you knew.

If you knew the struggles that

I go through,

If you only knew.