Mirrors Lyrics

Think hard, think fast

When did I blink last?

I can't relax

What if I relapse?

What's that sound?

Is it me breathing?

What's the scale reading?

What am I eating?

What if it's this forever, me

Stuck in this cell I never leave

Not how I planned it

I can't stand it, oh

'Cause every second that I spend avoiding mirrors

Makes me wish I was dead

And even though I try to fight it

Nothing's clearer than the voice in my head

And now I try to drown out all the words

But they just try to drown me instead

'Cause every second that I spend avoiding mirrors

Makes me wish I was dead

Wish I was dead

It makes me wish I was dead

Trying so hard

But I'm not perfect

Why's it not working?

Am I not worth it?

See my life, I wanna rearrange it

Forget the pain just, make the changes

What if I die, what if it hurts?

What if this all just makes it worse?

So unstable lying on the table, oh

'Cause every second that I spend avoiding mirrors

Makes me wish I was dead

And even though I try to fight it

Nothing's clearer than the voice in my head

And now I try to drown out all the words

But they just try to drown me instead

'Cause every second that I spend avoiding mirrors

Makes me wish I was dead

Wish I was dead

It makes me wish I was dead

I'm waiting, for things to align

But I know I'm, wasting my time

I'm living, inside of the lines

And I'm trapped here, inside of my mind

'Cause every second that I spend avoiding mirrors

Makes me wish I was dead

And even though I try to fight it

Nothing's clearer than the voice in my head

And now I try to drown out all the words

But they just try to drown me instead

'Cause every second that I spend avoiding mirrors

Makes me wish I was dead

Wish I was dead

It makes me wish I was dead

I'm waiting, for things to align

But I know I'm, wasting my time

I'm living, inside of the lines

And I'm trapped here, inside of my mind