Lean Self Esteem Lyrics

Nobody's more equal than you

Nobody's worth more to more people than you

If the whole world won't ever see what you do

Then it's easy for you to always feel like you do and

Nobody's more equal than me

Nobody's worth more to more people than me

If the whole world won't ever see what I've been through

It's easy for me to lose my lean self esteem too

How's your mental health? Mine's a mess as well

Are you hoping to wing it or are you getting help?

How are your friends doing? You can never tell

The one who smiles the most could be the next that fell

I've had some friends that felt: life had got too much

And two took their life, they lost their fight because

The darkness of self-hatred overtook the light of love

Sometimes I have to thank the universe and skies above

Cos if Ange hadn't been around when the times were tough

I might have just done something that I would judge

As extremely irrational and a waste of a chance

To observe the universe and the greatness it has

Cos it's a miracle, we simply shouldn't be here

And we're making sure we won't be in a hundred-ish years

But despite conservatives and your perceived worthlessness

If you're suicidal, please try to see alternatives cos

Nobody's more equal than you

Nobody's worth more to more people than you

If the whole world won't ever see what you do

Then it's easy for you to always feel like you do and

Nobody's more equal than me

Nobody's worth more to more people than me

If the whole world won't ever see what I've been through

It's easy for me to lose my lean self esteem too

I went through my worst time when my Dad was declining

Took me ages to realise my mind wan't surviving

The people closest to me were kinda advising

That I should speak to someone so, fine, I got dialling

Got the NHS on the phone, the person who took the call

Was incredible, the first who I told it all

And I bawled my eyes out, they seemed really concerned

And took my details so I could then be referred

So I felt better for doing it, but the problem is

That was just the tip of an iceberg of a lot of shit

And the NHS is stretched, and didn't reach out for months

By which time I had worked through most of the stuff

I turned up to the appointment - we agreed there wasn't reason

To get into the details since I was feeling decent

But those months they couldn't fit me in were shitty in my brain

And I understand how some people just want to end the pain man

Nobody's more equal than you

Nobody's worth more to more people than you

If the whole world won't ever see what you do

Then it's easy for you to always feel like you do and

Nobody's more equal than me

Nobody's worth more to more people than me

If the whole world won't ever see what I've been through

It's easy for me to lose my lean self esteem too

Some see me as confident and full of the joys of spring

Other times as moody and I've never got a grin

Usually depends on if I've let the noises in

The voices speaking negatives are often poisoning

Sometimes it's as simple as having a joint and gin

Chatting to the missus to express the pointless thing

That's got me wound up, I've found love has always saved my skin

Build barriers from my madness but they get destroyed again

Everything can be fine...except in my mind

I can't control it or solve it, and then there were times

When it has led to me lying in a bed before night

Hoping to wake the other side and I've slept through the shite

But there's no guarantees, we're advanced chimpanzees

Monkey brain trying to keep us safe, but always chatting breeze

Go find some trees, sky or sea, try to not dwell

The bastards'll grind you down so be kind to yourself man

Nobody's more equal than you

Nobody's worth more to more people than you

If the whole world won't ever see what you do

Then it's easy for you to always feel like you do and

Nobody's more equal than me

Nobody's worth more to more people than me

If the whole world won't ever see what I've been through

It's easy for me to lose my lean self esteem too