CONFIDENCE Lyrics

Always wrong & never right

Why you so afraid of ya light

Confidence is coming down

Not a story, this is my life

Yeah

I was abused at a very young age

So I wrote a new chapter & designed a new page

Trauma still haunts me

Sexually assaulted so I wondered if they'd taunt me

Calling me a pussy for not wanting pussy

A misconception that is awfully excused

Never really cared till my music on the news

Blossom as a butterfly, leaving my cocoon

Coulda swore I would've healed soon

Age twenty three, but my soul feeling eighty one

Eighty ones?

Get some head in a private slum

Knees shaking as I snap back

Back in reality, go ahead, a generational setback

Said that

Meant what I meant when I meant it

Life's too short

Then it's based on contingence

Am I such a sinner

Why the fuck I keep repenting?

Life's too short, did I have the right intentions

Always wrong and never right

Why you so afraid of ya light

Confidence is coming down

Not a story, this is my life

This is exactly what I'm talking about

Pick up

You're not alone in this

You keep pushing people away, you don't have to keep doing this

You're gonna be okay

2015, bright lights, midnight

Walking outside & something just don't feel right

Bloodlust, aware but this a new type

Dark hall, thinning within the iced walls

Nightfall, beautiful woman wrong call

Sharat Istiklal, I see they pissed off

Weapons quickdraw, run to find a fence tall

Felt off, could've died in a street brawl

Always wrong & never right

Why you so afraid of ya light

Confidence is coming down

Not a story, this is my life