Voicemails Lyrics

Progressively, I'm better

After mom died, man, I broke down every broken letter

Niggas want smoke with me and my dogs like they knew Cruella

But I got a flow that can move mountains and change the weather

Felt like a part of me broke when Lil' Sam died

Everything hurt, man, I was so dead on the inside

Then my mama died, now the shit don't even feel right

Now that fire that was dying need to come and reignite

Depression been hittin' and that shit been extra rough

Cause either I just sleep too much or I don't sleep enough

This tough exterior, nigga, this shit just a front

Cause' I still call my mom, knowin' she ain't pickin' up

And I'm still replayin' voicemails

Said I'm still replayin' voicemails

It's the only way that I hear your voice these days

It's the only way that I hear your voice these days

I ain't stressed, I'm depressed and I been really speakin' less

Too much on my heart, but still wont get it off my chest

Stone face, make em think there's nothin' in my head

But I ain't been the same since my mama been dead

And I swear it's been harder and even harder just to cry

The only lie I tell is that I'm really doin' fine

Emotional trauma, make me keep it all inside

If you ask how I'm doin', just don't look me in the eyes

Matter of fact, don't ask, I don't want the attention

I don't need my old habits, that was addicting

The liquor got me talkin' or feelin' like killin

Mushrooms have me feelin' like my mama still livin

And I know that I don't need it, and I know that I don't need it

Every day I feel defeated, every day I feel depleted

The energy I got is the only thing I show

I can't call my mom, but got her voice all on my phone like

And I'm still replayin' voicemails

Said I'm still replayin' voicemails

It's the only way that I hear your voice these days

It's the only way that I hear your voice these days