Right Here, Right Now Lyrics

Well it's slowly drifting apart

And hardest part was

Not knowing it from the start

And that this was how it would all

Fall apart

And I'm scarred from all the lies

That cut too sharp

And now my heart is carved out

With a hole where you used to be

And it's all my fault because

You couldn't get through to me

I couldn't hear you as you

Spilled out your truth to me

So someone swooped through, and

Pulled the rug out from under me

And now your leaving me, and

I'm left here with nothing

Grasping at straws

Trying to keep hold of something

And the one thing that's constant is

My constant suffering

Covering up

What I have

Been slowly becoming

And that's a basket case

Pulled

In a million different directions

And all my questions have got me

Feeling some kind of aggression

It doesn't matter if you

Had the best of intentions

Because I'm left here

Wishing I'd die

Or pass to another dimension

And now I guessing my lesson

Is that I don't think

I will ever trust again

You say I'm living in the past

But I know I remember when

How you told me that I was

The love of your life then

And whether you were lying or not

It was time well spent

Because you're heaven sent

If that's a place to begin with

And if it is then I should probably ask

For forgiveness

For all this business, that we're

We're gonna leave unfinished

But my dreams with you were

Always the most vivid

And now I'm livid because I

Feel like I'm missing out

Now you're fulfilling

All the dreams that you and I had

Always talked about

And I know my love

It wasn't always

The most pronounced

But I didn't think it was

Something you would ever renounce

And it's astounding to me how

It ever even got this way

Praying and praying that I would

That I would never see this day

But some day, well

Everybody has to pay

It's cliche but I thought

That you would always stay

Right here, right now

Some way, somehow

With all the love

The world allows

Right here, right now

Some way, somehow

With all the love

The world allows

Right here

Right here

Right here

I love you so much that

It gets hard to breathe

And I wish that you could see

What this is doing to me

And if you want me to I'll

I'll get on my hands and knees

Because I alone can't handle

My insecurities

And that's like me though

To only see things in the negative

I've been told that I need

To change my narrative

That it's imperative that

I seek out an alternative

But that's easy for them

To say when they don't have

All the evidence

My perspective

The only thing that I can truly see

And sadly I don't

See my world as rosily

As I'd like it to be

And that's all on me

An insanity that's

Creeping in endlessly

I can't sleep, I can't focus

And I'm losing sight on

What's important

Why does everything have

To be so discordant

A life where happiness

Is always shortened

Wish I could do a better job

Of just living in the moment

Right here, right now

Some way, somehow

With all the love

The world allows

Right here, right now

Some way, somehow

With all the love

The world allows

Right here

Right here

Right here